I have been fading for years now. I give less and less a shit about what the jw's want or say or do. I love my family and since my wife is still in although also inactive her rabid family is making the fade tough since I love and respect her dad. Here is the situation. When I first heard about this bs change I asked my father in law if he had heard anything since he catches anything blowing by in the wind. He said no but expressed disbelief they would do such a thing.
So, he comes over here tonight at around 10 to supposedly see my sick wife but he corners me in the kitchen as I am doing some cleaning and asked about my source on the bs thing. I told him a friend of mine had mentioned it in passing. Apparently, my father in law's, drunken, lecherous, hypocritical turd of a brother went to his house Monday with the BIG NEWS. When my fil heard it , he said, ya I already heard about it. But since my fil is too sick to attend many meetings and had in fact missed Sundays BIG NEWS, his bro was in shock. He was actually mad that he knew and had not been attending. (Oh what an asshole he is.) So he demanded to know where he heard it and he said, L****** told me like two or three weeks ago. The bro was livid. He said that it was under the gb seal for worldwide disclosure no sooner than sunday and I had broken the everliving law of the gb and that I was jumping ahead of jah's chariot. LOL
This is the same bro that drinks too much, hits his wife, leers at underage preteen girls, cusses, and tried to bribe two co's and three boe's to make him an elder because his family is so spiritual despite his own problems and inactivity for the past 25 years. What a fu**in' JACKHOLE. So, now when dad came by and I simply reiterated to him what I had told him a couple of weeks ago he shakes his head and says, your source is apostating..... We must never buck the society like that....blah blah blah. I got the feeling that his uberhypocritical brother is going to sell me out to make points for himself, and so does dad since he told me to keep an eye open for a visit... I am hoping they do come here and bitch about it so I can unload both barrels of truth on their stupid asses. I have been hoping for something to finally come to a head since I am so sick of the games and crap.
I would appreciate any ideas you may collectively have for me as I move forward into whatever it is awaits me.