That is normal. I have had dreams where I broke my vow to never go to a boasting session or out in field circus for some stupid reason, and then regretted it just as the hounders were starting to show up. I have also had dreams of being out in field circus as well as on the way to, or at, the a$$emblies. And that is whether or not I have access to apostate web sites. It's just that these web sites can give me more insight on the real truth about the cancer.