Aaaccckkk, this is one of those arguments one can engage in with a jw that simply becomes like a dumb bar of soap. Just when you think you have a grasp on a turn of logic that may resemble a "point", it slips right out of your hand and slides all over the floor of the shower. When you reach down and try and find it, the shampoo gets in your eyes, and it hurts like crazy so you reach for a towel. You get water all over the floor while trying to reach the towel. You step on the soap while blindly groping for towel, and bang your hip against the stupid soap holder handle. That hurts like a total bitch, and you reach down with your free hand to rub the pain away. You are now feeling dizzy as well as blind, so to keep from losing your balance, you flail and grab onto the shower curtain, pulling it and the entire shower curtain rod ensemble down in the process. Now, the entire towel, shower curtain, bathroom floor, walls, etc. are all wet, and you are naked, with soap in your eyes still, and a huge pile of sodden debris is waiting to be cleaned up.
You tell yourself that in twenty years you will not remember this moment in time; you chant for the zillionth time the ever-faithful mind-numbing and proof-tested zap that anxiety! mantra: "the former things will not be called to mind, neither will they come up into the heart". You laugh at how much of a huge fucking riot your entire life is, but hey, in a thousand years, when everything is beautiful all the time, it won't matter anyway. This life is simply an endurance contest, after all... and he won't let me go through anything or get tempted beyond what I can endure.... and if I CAN'T endure it, there is only one possible explanation.... it's a lack of faith on my part.... better immerse myself in even MORE prayer, more meetings, more brain-blocking, more denial, more of whatever it takes to shake this pesky awareness of the too many red flags to keep track of popping up every minute of the day..... Hey, this current human existence thing is SUPPOSED to suck, anyway....! I must be getting it "right"! la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la la lala la la la la la la la lalalalallalalalalalalalalalladjoaigaidfbjlkdfgpoaerjpa
I DID have some interesting remarks relative to JT's question.... I swear I did.
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