I dont really know what I gave up because I was born a JW.
I would describe it as missdirected.
I didnt win the race. And at the moment I am not comming in last either.
But I am tired.
The JW's missdirected me out of one career where I would be retired today. I still have to work 7 more years thanks to them.
But many people have to work to 62 or more.
I did read the past week that its not good for me to keep crying over spilt milk.
Kind of fuels my insanity.