Hello back!!! Good to hear from you!
Sometimes life sends you little reminders that you had better not get to cocky...you don't know sh*t.
I know this one. I have learned every time I start feeling a bit confident to expect a little reminder.....or a big one.....
At my age I'm getting use to it. I think it gets easier to regain perspective and pick yourself up and continue putting one foot in front of the other. It may be slow progress, but at least I'm moving. The true growth happens on the inside. Just remember NOT to compare the inner happenings with what is manifested on the outside.....these two growth lines are not parallel, nor do they share equal importance.
I've got the message this time, dammit. I wonder if ex dubs are condemned to turmoil? Or maybe it's just growing pains?
You are condemned to freedom....you just need to spend more time here for a bit so you can be reminded.
Either way...what do you think of when you need something to look forward to in order to get up every day?
First....coffee.....next.....sitting on my porch swing listening to the early morning birds and watching the sun come up.....then.....my ipod and JWD. After that I look forward to the end of the day....the middle part sucks most days.
Today I hope you look forward to reading this thread so you can GET that you are loved and appreciated here. AND MISSED!!! Where the hell have you been?????
Come see me dammit!!!!
wings