Nicolas: It takes some time and some real gentleness with yourself. I also got professional help. I did attend some Unity services. I also found a book that I love called "Friendship with God". It is part of the "Conversations with God" series, but I like this one the best. God made sense. God asks there is a need to do something as theatrical as Armageddon, after all, this is God so why not just destroy everyone. Why make people suffer? God has no need for horrid suffering. It also says you have to love yourself to love God.
You are on the right path, just stick with it. I still have a few hobgobblins that crop up every so often -- like September 11. But then I recalled 6 million Jews died and the world did not end. 10,000 plus Japanese died when we dropped a bomb on them, and the world did not end. And I found a lot of help here. Hang with it, it is worth the trip.
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