Well, it doesn’t surprise me that you are now and ex-ex-jw. All that was said in the WT magazines was right. Lets take a look back at what was said in some of the articles and see how your life has faired.
You start to compromise in your service, not out on the ministry as much, not studying like the society advises, having doubts, questioning things, nit-picking at what the society says, and then you start to read outside of the societies guidelines. You end up feeling the strain and slow in your worship to Jehovah and his visible organisation.
The slowing down causes more doubts and then you start to read apostate literature, and in your case, start to talk to these nasty apostates on the internet (You were warned time and again about that one). They fill you with their lies and poison and win you over with their cunning words and ‘machinations’, telling you that Jehovah’s organisation on earth is wrong and not really that good for you, and that you could have a better life without, throwing all kind of accusations and sneers about how Jehovah isn’t behind the organisation. Now your doubts heighten and Satan has you in his hands. You weaken to the point of near inactivity, not putting spiritual interests first in your life anymore, but now listening to "misleading inspired utterances". (1 Tim 4:1,2)
You take in more and more apostate lies till it comes to the point that you believe their poison, you have been charmed by their smooth words, sharing it also with your wife, as did Eve with sharing the fruit with her husband under the influence of the serpent. She then also bites into the ‘luscious fruit’ of lies and deceit of apostasy.
Now, not just happy with the fact that you have ‘spiritually shipwrecked’ your own immediate family, you start to try to spread your lies and disparaging remarks to others in the congregation of Jehovah, following the footsteps of your new father and leader, Satan the devil, being ‘caught alive’ by that one.
But luckily the congregation has gods spirit protecting it, and your insidious plans are thwarted, you are then exposed and then cast out, again, like Adam and Eve who were cast out of the garden, rejected by God and his people, keeping them in a cleansed state while disciplining you with "love" so that you can see the error of your ways, and turn around, and be healed and ‘greased with oil in the name of Jehovah’.
Then how do you fair after being expelled. You start to worship Satan by celebrating his ‘Pagan’ festivals. Then you start to gamble and celebrate birthdays and all kinds of wicked things. You even start to believe that there is no god, taking the worlds philosophy that the ‘creation’ made itself, rather than give the due credit to the creator. And it all could have been avoided, if only you would have stayed close to Jehovah’s visible organisation on earth. The WT was right all along. Did it not predict such a tragic eventuality…….???
Do you know what, just writing that made me shudder. Uhggg…….!!!
So you are going to bugger off then are you….?? Mmmm…..! Well that’s charming isn’t it…..?? Moving away from England was rude enough, not being good enough for you anymore and ‘cramping your lifestyle’ somewhat, but now you are going to ‘move on’ from JWD. Well you really have got a big opinion of yourself haven’t you…?? Too good for us all now are you…..??? Moved on then eh…..?? Don’t need to talk to us rabble anymore….!!
Well, sod off then, you egotistical over opinionated tosser. See if we care. This place is too good for you anyway. No one listens to what you say anymore anyway. You’re just a wannabe gambler who is just about to be evicted from his home. You had it coming to you……..!!!!
Glad that you are an ex-ex. Must be great to feel you have moved on fully. All the best for your future plans. Hope things come good for you on the family front. You never know, one day we might be talking to them on JWD as well. Best of luck to you buddy.
Take care Dude…….!! Keep in touch………
