Thanks for your welcome guys.
Megs, good question. When i say for a number of years, it has only been from time to time i haven't looked in depth at many of the issues.
I don't necessarily believe the WT has lied. Yes i have seen the mistakes they have made, but it doesn't mean that they have lied to us. I have doubts about going back because sometimes i hear things from the platform that don't sit well with me. But as a whole i do agree with what the organisation is doing.
One of the doubts i have for instance is whether Jesus is God or the Son of God. In the bible there are instances where the NWT has been changed, for instance in Colossians where Jesus is described as creating (other) things, the word other has been added. Jesus also said no one comes to the Father except through me, so do i need an organisation to have Jehovah in my life. But this said i can see the spirit working through the society and there are many things that the society does that is good. I feel i have made a connection to Jehovah by going back to meetings, but i don't know whether i can make this connection on my own.