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A few yrs ago, i did check out cabala. I admit that i am not current on judaism. I have kind of lost interest in religions, generally. I think i do understand how/why you get interested, as i remember your post of some time ago. That it does it for you, is the main thing, i guess. Good luck.
See, that's just it. I had lost interest in religion also. I appreciated what I had read about Judiasm but not to the point of joining.
It just so happens that there wasn't much new at the library that I wanted to read when I found the book on Kabala. I started reading it and got a tingle. The more I read, the more excited I got. Then I went to Shabbat services one Friday night. It touched me. It was such a magnificent feeling-- warm, sweet, tranquil. It was so good I went back the following Friday and have been going ever since. After feeling what I felt, I do believe in the world to come. I wish others could find this joy also.
Satanus, thank you for responding to this thread. I used to love the conversations we would have. I regret that tiff from a few years ago and hope that you have forgiven me.
And, if you are still seeking, I hope you will find what you need and desire.