Trusting in that Almighty Baghead Scumbag is absolutely the stupidest thing anyone can do. If He wants your life to end in celibacy, He is damn sure going to make sure it does--and all the trusting in that Almighty Freeloader will not do a damn thing to change His plan for that. If He wants you to be poor, you will be poor. If He wants you to have questions without answers to "test" your faith right up to the very end of your life, He will make damn sure it happens.
At least my own understanding might provide a way out of this. That is, if Jehovah doesn't get pxxxed because of envy and sabotage your efforts to escape the stagnation trap He wants for you. At least He hasn't been able to stop me from getting my own answers about the scriptures and what His nefarious plans really are.
Despite His every attempt to throw up a smokescreen and blame me for His getting in my way of true happiness.