Hi all. I haven't been on JWD in a long time. I'm bummed to hear it is closing soon... I have been out since 1994 and have never been better. WW
If you are reading this and you do not post much, tell us about you.
by asilentone 12 Replies latest jw friends
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Maryblondgrl
I visit about four times per week and watch the threads. I have been inactive for a while but always live in the fear that the big A is coming and I can't shake it. So I quietly watch what is happening in the world and try not to freak!!! I guess the hold on me is still strong. The recent events has me nervous. My immediate family (husband and kids) are not witnesses, although I did take the kids when they were younger. But my parents and sibling are still involved heavily. I don't get invited over their houses much
The idea of getting back into it overwhelms me with anxiety that even the fear of NOT being there doesn't overcome it.
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four candles
Maryblondgirl,I know what you mean!!! Every time I see the bruvs out on the ministry I get a knot in my stomach of nervousness and realize that ,even if I did go back,I could never go out on the min again!!
Not fussed about the big A,probably won't know too much about it anyway!