I don't think a single one of the ex-Jws I've met on JWD has retained there relationship and love of Jehovah its lost with leaving the faith.
Well, Reniaa, "Jehovah" is the scriptural name for the Trinity. I love Jehovah very much. I haven't lost my faith. I've only found it since leaving the Tower.
Reniaa, I've concluded that, since you spend a lot of time here, you must not have any close JWs with whom you can share your feelings and beliefs and you must be terribly lonely. I'm so sorry for you, little girl. I only hope you're able to find some peace, some true love, and some happiness in your life. "Peace out."
StAnn