thanks folks...just kinda putting things out there. Talking about things lessens the sting a bit.
I love her.
I finally broke the news to my friends at the hall that i've been seeing a "wordly' girl. We have been together for over a year but i only recently within the last several months broke the news to my family with much opposition. She is the one. We gotta play things a bit safer i can now see. I would die for her and hate to see her in pain.
This news came with some suprising responces from a couple of JW friends of mine. While they still believe its the "truth" i received support from them in a offhanded kinda way. I won't go into detail right now but it seems some of my friends are pretty free thinkers and i never saw it in them before. There one step away from being where i stand.
Just a little history about myself, i'm still in for family reasons and working on getting on my two feet so me and my girl can start our life together and i can slowly fade. That's the plan anyways. I'm currently still living with the folks. I'm 19 so yes i know i'm a young'un. My age makes the pregnancy/miscarriage situation even more daunting. I've seen couples who have had kids so early who have been quite successful but we aren't ready. She's got college and I'm currently unemployed in a dismal job market.
Regardless of difficulties i stand behind her with all my heart and soul adn she stands behind me. I will be with her through thick and thin. We have a life ahead of us together. I cherish her so much. She has been supportive to me through family problems, my troubling escapades within the jehovahs witness organization, she has always been behind me even when things have seemed scarey adn unsure. I love her.
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