Back in March 2002, right after 9/11, a few elders took me and some other congregation youth to a March Madness game. As with any American sport, the national anthem is played before the game starts. Growing up, i've been to school pep rallies, assemblies, games and I never stood up for any of the anthems/pledges (nothing ever happened, my friends just called me a 'commie'), so i was suprised when the elder gets up, leans over and says that I should probably stand up, which i did. Later on, he did some damage control and told me that because of the state that the country was in after the terrorist attacks, it wouldn't have been wise to continue to stay seated.
At the time, this got me thinking, If an elder would stand up because of fear of being attacked by a mob of basketball fans, what was the difference between foregoing 'christian neutrality' because of circumstances and preserving your life through a blood transfusion or signing a sheet of paper that says you will no longer be consider yourself a jehovah's witness?
I don't want to single out American Witnesses, but as one, i always heard 'encouraging' stories of brothers & sisters in far away lands perservering after being persecuted for their beliefs. But when i REALLY thought about it, if push REALLY came to shove, i would have taken that blood transfusion, i would have signed that sheet of paper if it meant that i wouldn't get hurt, jailed or killed. Granted, there are hundreds of witnesses who've been killed, jailed or attacked for their beliefs, but I always thought that if you suddenly took away the rights and the priviledges that we as Americans enjoyed and we learned that we simply had to renounce our faith, i along with many other witnesses would have left in a heartbeat.
What do you guys think? Am i going somewhere with this or was my faith just that weak and i was bound to end up on this forum?