All in all not really as bad as it could have been..........I am sooo grateful for that 30 min talk now....and though dreadful overall (if you were listening!).....and that is the key to my success. i am really good at totally tuning out what is being preached....i mean i could not tell you ONE single thing about the talk or WT study....i only even looked up one scripture and that was after the fact because i happened hear that stupid term "system of things" and i had only brought my tiny KJ bible and of course it said "world"....and i kinda just smiled at how nice and simple that was.
My wt came in VERY handy as i was able to use it to totally hide my cell phone and was texting Olin Moles Ghost who was doin his darndest to make me laugh (nice...thanks man) and also got to edit at least a hundred photos i had been meaning to e-mail or discard.....the only AWFUL part was the songs, cause there is no not hearin that, and no way in hell was i gonna sing, so of course people were prob raggin on me for that
love bombing was pretty average, but some of those there are still dubs i hang with so of course they laid off....but i was talking to a friend when this one sis i was always nice to ran up to me and got like 8 inches from my face...just overjoyed...i had not even been in her hall for at least 15 years but since i was friendly when she was just studying i guess is was an emotional link to those times...so she starts tellin me how much i meant to her...and is about to start crying...and i said you do and i am walkin away!...and did....so she comes after me and starts again and i listen and smile...but she starts to cry again and i said IM OUTTA HERE!...anyway she stopped the flood and mentioned how much me and my kids meant an i said yeah and that all went to hell didn't it? (my ex was there too btw)....and i said you go back there and i will cry to...hugged her and waked off.......other than that i just had a lot of nice breasts pulled to my chest............oompa
I may try one next month but it will be very unlikely i will do another pass and pass the food meeting.......oompa
...OUTLAW