Thanks and Who Am I...

by trebor 29 Replies latest jw friends

  • trebor
    trebor

    First thanks to all for this board and forum and all the stories, information and thoughts that are shared. I have been a lurker now for almost a year, and now that “newbies” can get on board, here I am.

    Here's my story. I'll try to keep it brief. Baptized at 15 and made Ministerial Servant by 19. My father, mother, siblings and entire side of my mother's family are Jehovah's Witnesses. Literally, the girl next door was good friends with my sister and I took an interest in her. She studies with my sister and was baptized. Shortly thereafter, we were engaged and then married. I have been happily married to Mrs. Trebor close to a decade, and both of us are no longer Jehovah's Witnesses by choice.

    The in-between… I guess for me (and probably many others) there was always doubts, but had the mind-controlled rationale of "Where Else to Go", "It's the Best Thing Out There". However, as far as I can recall the real turning point for me was the acceptance of blood fractions...It just didn't add up. It's either you were abstaining from blood or you're not. Nonetheless, for years I just chalked it up as the Society allowing people to make their own "bible-trained" decision without really following through on the logic.

    In doing some research on the Watchtower Library CD, I came across their previous stance(s) on Organ Transplants, and I knew then and there all bets were off. I did my digging and research discovering the plethora of evidence and facts which totally discredited the Watchtower Society and the contradictions and flip-slops which abounded.

    Probably out of all of it the thing which shook me up the most was the Society's previous stance on the issue of rape. Always being a supporter and believer of protecting women especially against violent acts.

    It had been several weeks and I had yet to mention anything to my wife; so I put all my research together. I prayed about it and showed everything to my wife. She was as crushed as I was and thankfully came to the same conclusions I did concerning the organization.

    Now what to do about my family, here's where it became really tricky. Our families were pretty close. Not only was my wife friends with my sister, she was relatively close to my other siblings as well. Furthermore, my mother and mother-in-law were good friends. The icing on the cake is my wife and I studied with my In-Law parents for years and assisted in bringing them into the organization!

    There is more surrounding this predicament, which I will save you from reading, but what was ultimately decided and the most "fair" thing my wife and I could do was inform our families all at once. Considering some lived ~20 miles away, while others close to 2000 miles away, we put together a mini-book (~60 pages) with a letter explaining everything, and mailed it out next day service overnight.

    I left voice (Already type written and then read) messages with several Elders including the statement it was our God-giving and legal right to our decision, and admonished them to not harass us to prevent further action from being taken. We have not been bothered since.

    The reaction to the letter and book to our family was mixed, resulting with my wife's parents listening and ultimately disassociating themselves as Jehovah's Witnesses, while the rest of my family - outside of my father - shunning us. My father “kind of” still talks to us.

    I'll spare you further details for now, but for you reading including any lurkers, understand despite the heartache, pain and sacrifice, I made the right choice and could not be a hypocrite and live the lie. I made the choice when I first discovered the facts - that I could not ignore them and pretend. I was ready to sacrifice it all for the (real) truth. I still have my wife and In-Laws, but indeed have great lost in the way of family and friends. Regardless, it is still worth it and I advise everyone and anyone who is stuck or on the fence about being a supporter of the Watchtower Society to leave it.

  • Mickey mouse
    Mickey mouse

    Hello and welcome. Your story is inspiring.

  • Meeting Junkie No More
    Meeting Junkie No More

    Very inspirational story. Thanks so much for sharing. It is what I would love to be able to do but cannot yet bring myself to do. WELCOME to the board!

    The more of these stories that are being told, it does seem like it is becoming a phenomenon. If this trend gathers momentum, I fear the cult's days are numbered. Well, not fear, more like cheer!

  • SnakesInTheTower
    SnakesInTheTower

    welcome trebor...

    I am glad to see the newbies are finally able to register....

    I wish my mom would leave but despite her doubts she still believe JW/WTBTS is "God's Organization."

    I would be interested in the wording of the letter you sent to the elduhs. I would like to be able to cut them off but my background in the Org may prevent such a move. Glad you were able to do so.

    Look forward to your continued postings...

    Snakes ()

  • megaflower
    megaflower

    Hi, and thank you for your post. I could just feel the emotion as I read it. You have made the right decision to get out from that cult. Iam sure that you miss your family but like you said you have your wife and your in laws. It is good to look at the positive. I know you will keep your door open to your family, maybe they will come around in time. The future is bright with many opportunities, peace to you and your wife.

  • leavingwt
    leavingwt

    Welcome, trebor!

    I like the way you put this:

    I made the choice when I first discovered the facts - that I could not ignore them and pretend. I was ready to sacrifice it all for the (real) truth.

    -LWT (of the DA'd class)

  • elder-schmelder
    elder-schmelder

    I understand, this sucks.

    elder-schmelder

  • Alpaca
    Alpaca

    Very brave of you guys. Good for you.

    Welcome to the board.

  • Leolaia
    Leolaia

    Oh good, there's a post box now. :) Great to have you here and thanks for sharing your story. Unfortunately, the shunning is a familiar story for many. It isn't just the disfellowshipping policy but also the horrible pressure put on minors to get baptized -- a binding decision that affects the person for the rest of his or her life. The young mind is just not yet mature to make a decision like that, especially in regard to developing one's thinking ability and figuring out what one believes. Those who are born in or raised in do not have the same opportunity that an adult convert has in assessing the religion and making a voluntary choice to join. Children getting baptized at 9, 10, 12, or even 15 (as in your case) are just not able to decide once and for all that what they believe at that age (without exposure to other ideas and with strong pressure from authority figures) is what they are going to believe for the rest of their lives; for many it's all they know. Children who hold off on making a decision are only "approved associates" and they stand a greater chance of having normal family relations after leaving the religion if that is what they end up choosing. Their peers who decided to take the plunge to please their elders, however, must be disfellowshipped or be considered disassociated if their beliefs later change, and so they risk far greater reprecussions.

  • passwordprotected
    passwordprotected

    Fantastic story, mate, great to have you hear. Really looking forward to your posts. Welcome! And please pass on our regards to your wife.

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