My first post here, been lurking for quite a while. This place has been a real help in my journey.
A little background...raised a JW from day one, 3rd generation, 3 grandparents of the annointed, father and mother Gilead graduates, father always prominent in the org. Never really felt I fit in but played the game. Finally couldn't do it anymore and lived with the guilt. Then comes the internet and boards like this. Not DF'd or DA'd, just trying to slip away, have a loydal Jdub wife who doesn't like me reading info contained here. She just can't see what I see.
Anyway, in my search, I originally read CofC, which completely changed my thinking (as well as my relationship with my wife who lost her breath when she saw me reading it). Since then however I have come to believe the Bible isn't what I always thought it to be, I presently believe it's just myth and history. I have also read some things that make me believe that Jesus was not real or at least wasn't what the Bible makes him out to be.
My question is...why are our calendars based upon his birth if he was just myth?
Any input is greatly appreciated.