What do you think?
Sylvia
I just hope this unforgivable cruelty does not cause you to feel bitter toward all white people. Powerful people have continued to propagate this evil and a lot of people play "follow the leader". But not all of them.
I would imagine it is the same sort of ingrained attitude that JWs have (through no fault of their own) in being hesitant to trust worldly people. Those negative thoughts have been drilled into your psyche. It must be hard for some to overcome and really allow themselves to make friends with a worldly. Especially being taught that in the end, a worldy will always stab you in the back or use you.