Thanks for sharing gubberning....
I can tell you where I am at. For all the logic and facts that you describe, there is also much in the human experience that neither "religion" (of the organized variety) or science (which concludes that as of now, no god is observable in the evidence) can quantify.
I find myself acting as an existentialist. I think that to be in tune with ones "spirituality" is actually a very healthy thing. To me, there comes a point where you can try to define that aspect of us with either science or religion (such as bible based religions) can turn your head around several times.
Quality of life is what I am primarily about, which is why to a point, I do not begrudge anyone their personal religious beliefs, in spite of some clear logical fallicies in some of the dogma.
One thing I think of is, we all want to be happy. (unless you like grunge rock... lol) Their is such a thing as ethics, right and wrong, etc. Evil exists, so does good.
We have seemingly programmed into us a desire for happiness, and an ability to facilitate it for ourselves and others. Love seems to grow both ourselves and others the best. WHY that is the case is not a quantifiable question at the moment. But I think it goes without saying that to pursue such a "spiritual" point of view is healthiest.
Is that a finite or infinite question? Can god fit in it? Rather then spend too much time waiting for an unapparant answer that may never come, may I humbly suggest to be godlike, live, love, and leave your legacy...