CoCo, although I mostly agree with you, since this is ax ex-JW forum, I felt that my innate awareness was constantly being assaulted and oppressed by virtue of being raised by the WTS. Even now, many years after leaving them, I find that I have to work on being more aware and not just ignoring things in the news, etc., and being more "present" in my life. As a Dub, all questions were met with the reply, "Wait on Jehoober." Any concerns about health or quality of life were met with statements that it would all be solved in the "New World." Every thought and awareness of life around me was beaten down into a dull anticipation of an uncertain, unclear future when every question would be answered, every problem solved.
I believe I was naturally aware and the Dubs beat it out of me. It has taken conscious effort on my part to overcome that.
That is why a Dub can read historical materials that discuss 586/7 CE and still cling to the belief that the WTS is right about 607 CE, because their brains just aren't quite "awake" enough to fathom the enormity of the disparity.
Nature and nurture, yes, but sometimes destructive nurture can completely override nature.
Doe, I did like the poem, though. Thanks for sharing.
St. Ann