Welcome. I am 3rd generation and my wife is 4th. We're still in but making our move out. It has taken time and a full range of emotions. You are not alone, you will find both support and information here. Take your time and investigate the scriptures for yourself. For me, it was a 2 year process of investigation, both of the bible and what the Society really is. Now, I am at peace. As for me personally, I still believe in God but not religious institutions.