I'm trying very hard not to be bitter. I've got a few years ahead of me, a decent brain, some hope that isn't steaming piles of bat guano, have reconnected to my non JW family who was alienated from me for years and hey...life is pretty damn good, especially compared to being a Witness.
I'm FREEEEEEE! and I think I'm starting to enjoy it. I called my uncle and his wife today who I haven't talked to in 20 years because they're "Christians" and oooh, EVIL, because of that. They'd destroy my precious inpenetrable JW faith, you know!
Turns out they're nice normal people who talk about how they love God once in a while but wow, normal. No horns or pitchforks or pea soup vomiting.
I had a ball talking to them, and they're moving here!
I swear, it's divine providence or something. Or just a really wonderful coincidence. I'm getting a FAMILY again. I think I'm gonna cry.