thank simon not god...started to say thank god....trying to avoid that like saying "in the truth"...."worldy"....those two are hard to break........but still.....giving up on what was a good marriage is a bitch....and i am not done yet....some of my now close jwd friends had mates that came out pretty fast.......some not.......i am of the not variety. the one in thing one out is such a tightrope to walk and it takes a toll on both partners. i think she would be so much happier without me...but she really loves me deeply.....unfortunately she also has the false hope her prayers will be answered and i will serve jah again........damm this is tough......thanks all...esp ST. ANN...i called you today, but no answer...did not leave message
also....all you crazy exdubs from jwd i got to hang out with this weekend.......you may have saved my life.......thank you all sooooo much.......genuine brotherhood hospitality...oompa