Dear and gracious Hamsterbait:
Thanks so much for your concern, but there's nothing wrong at all! I cannot even recall what got me onto Skakespeare and Mac this morning. A word, a line of verse, Francis Bacon and eggs for b'fast ...
If you read anything of mine depicting Melancholia's taint, it is but a remembrance of things past. Any sadness of the present moment weighing upon heart and mind would not become fodder for that day's posting. La tristesse requires time to mellow before its public exposition!
Gratefully,
CoCo
THE LADY OF SILENCE
The deepest and cruelest of Melancholia has me by the nape of the neck. Her sweet name is a deceptive model of euphony that lies as if in wait beneath the innocent aspect of a disappointed madonna. She is a wily mistress ... a mistress whose hold is an iron grip. She makes me see what I do not wish to see.
In complete control of all that my eyes now behold, she pulls me backward into times past. Times that were gone and forgotten - nearly forgotten but for a brief remembrance triggered, in strange and bitter irony, by that smallest recollection of a fleeting joy. The Sorrowing One wishes me to know the innate and all-pervading anguish of her Existence. Of her Essence.
She has stolen my present. She has sabotaged my future ...