I've been following the thread on staying off of apostate sites, and somehow the subject of reinstatement came up.
I started thinking about this, and I thought about how "easy" it would be for someone like me to get reinstated. Just for the record, I have no desire to ever go back to "The Truth". But, after being raised as a witness, serving in various different positions, I understand how to play the game. Even though I have been DFed as an apostate, I could shave off my beard, take the earrings out, and play nice with the elders. Do whatever they say and TA-DA...reinstated!
However, my thoughts about the society would not have changed one bit. I would still believe that "The Truth" is b.s.
My question is this...If this really is God's spirit directed organization, why would I be allowed back? Doesn't reinstatement seem to be about the appearence of repentance instead of anything real?
Believe me, this scenario would make some aspects of my life sso much easier, but I wouldn't be true to myself.
Anyways, I hope that question makes sense, and would be interested in any thoughts...