In 1969 an ex-Witness called Alan Rogerson (no relation to another author of the same name) published a book using Rutherfords "Millions now living will never die" as his title.(Constable London 1969)
The book was a history and expose of the dubs,by someone who had been brought up in it,and gave Assembly talks I believe,but went to Uni and learned the art of Critical Thinking.
From my memory of its contents I think it would have been difficult to de-bunk by Witnesses,so this is probably not the stuff being referred to as "Apostate"
The strange thing is,I read this book ,over 20 years ago,and still did not wake up, I think if I was able to re-read it now I would agree with all of it.
sadly it is out of print, S/H copies cost £95.00 !!
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