I am what I am due to what I have seen/done/felt/touched/experienced. So, a bit like fate, I suppose, I was only ready to leave after I had seen enough hypocricy, lack of love, etc, to move me to investigate.
If I was to meet myself in an earlier time, I would have encountered a young man who was impossible to convince otherwise. I was cocksure, positively convinced that I had the 'truth'. I met myself at a hundred different doors in the preaching work over time. Older men who assured me with what should have been persuasive words of aged wisdom, clear thought, and discernment that comes from astute observation and time, that I did not have the trademarked version of 'truth' either in my head or my heart. I didn't listen to them, though in some small way they may have influenced the overall picture. I doubt I could have done any better if transported back in time. My young self would have just rejected out of hand any and all arguments that 'belittled' my 'truth'.
Still, if you have a time machine, it would be fun to try!
Jeff