i had my own flash of light the other day. I realised somthing about sister perfect, you know the type who would perfectly hold her nose above everyone else, and occasionaly condesend to talk to one of us lowly ones, she was so perfect she farted chanel no 5!
The other thing she would do was those oh so spirtaul answers, the ones with the whole paragraph and watchtower inculded in it. It always made me feel so unworthy, everyone would say "i just can't do spritual answers like her! my answers are naff!"
it was pointed out to me by a total non jw that the watchtower is just an excerise in repeating! it suddenly hit me... sister perfect was no more than a parrot!
Years and years of feeling useless and unworthy undone in an instant!