May you have peace (and you, as well, my dear sister in Christ, LouBelle!!
First, GG, thank you for your concern... and sincerity. I believe you and I take absolutely NO offense at all. Please know... I am fine. Truly. Well, I mean, I'm sure there's SOMETHING "wrong" with me. Let' see: I'm an insulin diabetic (and not always "in control - sigh!)... and I do believe I have a couple of pinched nerves as a result of an accident some years ago (upper right torso, left shoulder)... slightly fractured my left foot a few months ago (slipped on a mat and fell down a couple stairs in my house - OUCH!!) so I have this slight lingering "limp" whene I wear certain shoes/boots... and, ummm... probably need to lose a pound or two (okay, 10 or 20.. okay 30!!)... and... and... oh, yeah, been going through menopause for about a year or so (turned 50 day before yesterday) but that's really only night sweats and nothing more, so I think that's going quite well, actually)...
And I probably could use with a good neurological exam... besides a couple/few ther exams (LOL!)... just to make sure everything's "in order," you know, no onset of early senior dementia or anything like that... but the likelihood of my penny-pinching HMO approving such a thing is slim to none...
But I don't think any of these things have anything to do with what I hear... how I hear it... or who I hear it from. I do know it's hard for some to grasp. I get that, truly. Please know, however, that I don't hear that folks have to grasp it. To the contrary, I hear that most won't. On MY end, however, that's not really the POINT. For ME... the point is whether I grasp it... and whether I am willing... to OPENLY SHARE/SPEAK it... as a "DEMONSTRATION"... of MY faith.
It is "public declaration" and therefore, a demonstration... of MY faith. NOT just that I "believe [in Jesus]," BUT... faith that I hear... faith in what I hear... faith in as to who I am hearing it from... and faith IN the One I am hearing it from, that his words are TRUE. Were I to remain silent, someone else would "speak" it, but I would be shown up for MY lack of faith... that I heard... in what I heard... that I heard it from whom I did... and IN him, that his words ARE true.
The Holy One of Israel, JAHESHUA MISCHAJAH, the Son and Christ of the MOST Holy One of Israel, JAH of Armies does speak to me, dear one, in [very] low "tones," but I CAN hear him... and his words are ALWAYS true. He has NOT lied to me, yet. He speaks... to ALL of mankind. It is most of US... who don't listen, and so don't hear. Proverbs 8:4-10
But I can only answer as to... and demonstrate... MY faith. And no one else's. I KNOW what I hear... and from WHOM. So, I "go," and I "speak."
Whether folks hear... or whether they refrain.
I know you were sincere. Please... know that I am, as well. No, I don't want to be thought of as sick or crazy, but if that's what people feel they need to think... so be it. The alternative is for me either hide what occurs with me, or lie about. Neither are viable options.
Again, I bid you peace, and I am YOUR servant, as well as a slave of Christ (really!),
SA