I sent an email detailing why I am not OK with my kids being with my (in the past) abuser father, and in turn mother (forgiver, hider, fascilitator). I also touched on the fact that we do not consider ourselves to be JWs, or held to the laws and rules of such, nor do we view the elders or congregation as an authority on us. That she could print the email and give it to the elders if she wanted, but it would surely hasten the announcement of our disfellowshipping if she did. I hated hurting them, but I hurt. I hated to be so frank, and so detailed with my new memories, but it needed to be said and ripped off like a dirty bandaid. I'm proud of me for putting it all out there and taking a deep breath and walking away from the laptop for a while. It felt good.....until..........................
I saw she opened the email. I then immediately felt guilty. What is up with that. :(
Heartbreaker <------ living up to my name.