Hey, Im Bohms girlfriend.
I have been arguing alot with Bohm himself about the huge amount of time he spends in here:-) Now i've decidet to look it out my self.
About me: I have growen up in the socalled "truth". I was baptised when I was 18 - because of an earlier boyfriend, who wouldnt be with me when I was not. Now I really hate him for it... It would have been so much easier if ive never got baptised. A month after my baptism I got into "troubles" and I got restrictions from the elders. Ever since things have been going up and down. My dad was at that time a leading elder in the cong. Because of me he had to announce that he could no longer be that. I am now 22 and since my baptism I havent really lived by the rules.
I have just moved to a new city, Im together with Bohm - whos not a witness - we have been together for about 1 year. My parents still dont want to see him. They are very sad - and dissappointed because of me. That makes me feel just terrible...but I dont believe in the religion no more.
Some elders in my new city have started stalkin me now - Im not attending meetings (havent been doing that for about 1 year)... Im very afraid and do not answer their calls and do not open the door. Im getting paranoid... Im so afraid to get DF and to loose my parents.
Really - I just want to fade....without loosing my parents.. I have allready lost all of my JW friends.
I once thougth that religion was all about love...I now know that is simply a lie.
I cant understand why people are so eager to DF me...I just feel like a very little girl, all alone, and with best intentions for everyone...
Love, Miss Bohm
