Many thanks Cantleave,
It is great to see the way you are honest about how the Cult made you act, I am sure your posting of your story will be cathartic.
I am sure too that deep down you were not happy with the cognitive dissonance you had to bring in to play to justify what you did. I have only got to know you since you joined here, but I am convinced that the cult " you " has truly gone, and now Nugget can forget that "Git" , he is no more.
Mr Hyde has gone, just the good Doctor Jekyll remains.
It does all of us good to to read such a story, all of us can relate to parts of,if not most of, it.
I hope the head gets better, I know you can't have had any bad beer, there is no such thing, some beer is much better than others, but there is no bad beer !
Love and a Happy New year to you, Nugget and the kids,
Wobble