You need therapy, NOT DRUGS.
Having said that, I am no doctor. But I will tell you that AD's are among the most overprescribed meds on the planet, with littlle known about long-term side effects.
If your doctor just wants to throw you on them without therapy, seek another doctor. Better yet, get a doctor that will get you some therapy and if that doesn't work out, then go back on them. I am certain that you will feel a lot better talking to somone in real life - not typing to an asshole monkey on a mesasge board.
AD's stop working after a while, then you go onto the next... it's an endless battle. A great solution for a jehovahs witness, reminiscent of the ever-changing light.