i hope it didnt come off petty, me kvetching about $$,
because when he and i were driving back to "the scene"
yesterday morning, to meet the tow truck guy who was
going to pull the car out of the field.... i said to him
"i was so glad to hear your voice on the phone last night...
i was SO mad to be driving in the dark and the fog last night,
thru the stench of two dead skunks, and after 20 miles i was
thinking 'i couldnt have missed them, could i? the cops were
going to stay with him, how could i have missed them?' and
then i saw the reflections of the red and blue flashing lights on
the fog above the next hill and i knew when i topped that hill
i would see you again, and not be there to identify a body
and i started to cry.... so let me just be mad that i had to
think those things cos it is just one more way i can love you"
thank you, each and every...
love 'em like there is no tomorrow