Because sometimes, despite my faith that JW isn't THE truth, the world does sometimes get me down. Sometimes, because of that, I start to doubt that I made the right decision in not getting baptized as a JW. Maybe they were right, even if I strongly disagreed with some of the doctrines... that could have been my own failing.
This doubt wasn't strong enough for me to call the JW's and ask to start again, mind you, but enough for me to keep an eye on all things WT related.
But I don't doubt anymore, not after hearing all your views... all the things I would never have learned until after I joined.
I'm staying because I like the different outlooks on life. I like that so many people here are on a spiritual journey, and I like having somewhere that I can speak about my faith without anger being thrown back at me, which is often the case in my life. Disagreements and debate, I accept... even enjoy, because they keep me thinking.
And if I can learn something that will help the next JW who comes knocking at my door, great. If I can offer a perspective from someone outside the WT org, also great.
Either way, I'm enjoying myself immensely on this site!
Tammy