Found Sheep: I've been out now for about four years. I'm still trying to figure out what I believe in. I was 33 and felt 18 in the sense that I had to start from scratch.
This has been my case too. When you find that everything you've believed for most of your life is wrong, a lie, it's devastating. Also, the WTBTS is good at proving the fallacies of other religions so when you realize that they too are false, what do you have left? Not much!
Someone once said that the WTBTS is good at creating atheists. I've seen many that leave the cult take that path. That's not where I am and not necessarily where I want to go out of bitterness. I want what I've always wanted: Truth.
It's humbling realized how easily we can be misled. Now I'm skeptical about anything and everything. I also have severe trust issues.
Fucking cult!