Guys, guys guys. Exactly how many of you have ever known or spent time with a GB member? If you haven't, at least read Crisis of Conscience and get an intimate view of these schmoes!
They aren't that bright. They aren't that wise. They don't have any deep knowledge of the Bible (there's no reason to because it's just a book used to justify whatever rules they like). Furthermore, they follow the same rule as the Mafia: you can't really retire or quit. If you do, you'll be DF'd like Ray Franz.
Yes, they are mostly self deceived. Why should a few lies and coverups make you think it's not the "truth", Brother? The end justfies the means and that holds true for all human organizations, as a practical supportive viewpoint.
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