I remember, years ago I stumbled on accident on this site, read a few posts, and thought, damn apostates, exegarating and telling stupid stories, or I thought, maybe they had some bad personal experiences and blame the WTs for it.
Then last year, I was curious about something on blood, and came to ajwrb.org.
First I thought, cool a site from the HLC, but what i read there confirmed all my doubts and opened my eyes even more,
shortly after I again came to this site, and found so many good arguments against JW beleifs, arguments, some I never heard before, some I refuted the wrong way, and some that I came up with myself but suppressed them, due to thinking, that I do not undertand everything anyway, and have to wait on Jah.
Still technically "in" but mentally free....