Now when Jim Carrey- Truman Burbank- figures it out and becomes self aware of the lie, everyone around him tries to redirect his focus away from his epiphany , then convince him he is the only one who see's a problem.
Oh, Truman you know you can't drive over water (leave the truth/KH) , let's go home (the KH/JW org) where you'll be safe. ( from all those worldly people)
I had to resurrect this thread.
So many of us went through this when we were first beginning to wake up. I remember the fear, the guilt and paranoia I felt when first looking up 'apostate' sites and reading ray Franz's book crisis of conscience that same year.
I remember walking into the hall each week thinking I was the only one who new the real truth about the organisation. I had absolutely no one to talk to about it. It was such a weird experience, similiar to how Truman was feeling. Everything suddenly felt fake.
Now when I walk into the kingdom hall it feels like I am walking into a parallel universe. On the one hand, everything goes on as normal at the meetings as if nothing has ever happened within the organisation. No one ever EVER mentions anything negative about the organisation. EVER!
On the other hand, all over the media, we find that the organisation is perceived by many as a cult, a high control religion, a captive religion. I read daily (on my smart phone) about the various controversies and scandals both past and present within the organisation.
Sadly for many of us who are awake, WE are the ones who are portrayed by our own family and friends as having a problem. God's organisation (the WTB&TS) is where we can only ever feel safe. Many of us are in our very own Truman show sitting on the beach staring out over that endless sea.