I think it was a combination, but maybe it started with my left(ratio) side.
I was born into the borg, but it was always like the the prinses on the pea. The matrasses were comfortable but something was poking in my back.
Those little things like nobody could give me a good reason for me not celebrating birthdays while it was okay to celebrate weddingdates and other stuff.
Then when I was thirteen I discoffered that I was gay and that also started to get my emotional part thinking. And that was the beginning of me opening my eyes and I'm so glad I'm out of there now!!!!!