I remember thinking as a child I could never endure the horrendous brutality described in the WT literature.
They mentioned an experience in one article that after the first vicious blows were dealt to a Malawian brother he miraculously didn't feel the rest of the beating.
The WT logic being, because the brother had proven himself faithful to the Watchtower God, God thought 'I'll numb his body to the rest of the beating'.
You see rather than use his great power to prevent the beating take place God let the brother continue to be beaten to a pulp, but numbed him.
I continue to 'wonder' at God's 'awsome' logic.
Hoab