It seems most here were forced into taking a stand on an issue that they really weren't old enough to know what they really thought about it.
the organization pushes its worship concept on everybody and I'm sure as a child many felt awkward and different.
I went to catholic school for 12 years we had to spin off a litany of prayers every morning in school followed by the pledge ofallegiance a we stood and prayed before each class after class before lunch after lunch before we went home. During lent we went to church before school on friday afternoon we went over to the church in our uniforms had hymn practice for sunday mass where we had to sit with our class. It was a nightmare but we didn't have to pretend we liked it when the nun would leave the room we laughed and jumbled up the prayers. One time the nun got so mad at us she hit a few people called us the devil incarnate and we all smirked.
this was just a sample of an alternate childhood spiritual universe.