Yes, I recognize it as a cult now. But the thing about cults is - nobody knows when they are in one. The mind control obviously extends to making you unaware that you are mind controlled. LOL. So, it does take a while to realize. It's a very strange feeling. It's like a fog slowly lifts from your mind. You literally can't understand how you once believed and accepted the things you once did, as it's so obvious - now - that they were bogus.
Brainwashing, mind control, are very real things and can only really be fully understood retrospectively.