Mad,
I also started out trying to prove the WTS wrong.
Problem was, I didn't know beans about the Bible and they seemed to have all the answers.
I had no idea they had changed "the truth" more often than a quick change artist changes clothing.
If I had known then what I know now, there's no way I would have been sucked in.
That's why the organization does everything they can to keep JWs from connecting with anyone who knows anything about their history.