Well, HALLELUJAW!!!! people still luvs me
I was so happy to see that so many are still here keeping up the battle. I see the numbers keep growing here too........that's a good sign.
You guys have no idea how hard it can get (talkin bout the psudo witness road that is and not my dingy)
Last week I had to go sit in my car as the Watchtower Study was in progress reminding the dubbies that "responsible members" of the Slave Class are our daddies and how we should obey them. I thought I was gonna shit meself and HAD to leave before I stood up and yelled a really nasty expletive. My heart was racing like a was literally going to have a frickin stroke. I left the building @ par 3
Assemblies are even worse as obeidiance to the Organisation is stressed more than ever. The last District assembly the audience actually clapped when a demo was given about a sister who divorced her husband because he was going to apostate sites and asking doubting questions to her.
She said, " her life was much happier now," and the audience roared with clapping. At that time it was the closest I've came to standing up and yelling ........."Your all F#%ked in the head, I'm outta here"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Instead I walked out and headed for the Cathjolic church just a block away. I was actually going to go in there and hide but the damn place was closed and so I just walked for awhile. Even then dubs were everywhere.
I'm sure there are many like me but fewer that can't sit through the shit once they are inside the building.
One thing it does. It keeps my large family of dubbies (around 50) and I at peace. I tried it on the outside and my nutsack wasn't strong enough to take it and I almost went to see St. Peter before my time. I couldn't do it on the outside so I gave in. Pretty chicken shit but I guess it's better I'm alive for the time being.
Thanks to all my freind here who understand and gave me a warm welcome back. I'll try and pop in once in awhile.
Outlaw.....your still a bastard! Nice photo of me being crucified
