I need to let this out:
Aaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That feels better. Thanks all for listening to things that I cannot say to my family or 'friends', the very people that I should be able to talk about anything about, without fear of being labelled as an apostate and shunned like an amharet.