I couldn't look myself in the mirror and live a lie or be something I'm not
Which isn't easily said about Jehovah's Witnesses, I'm afraid, dear Trebor (peace to you!). In all of my years, I have never seen... or personally known... more double-lifed, double-standarded, superstitious, backstabbing, backbiting, self-assured, haughty... hypocrites. Or known of. Well, okay, except maybe for some of the clergy of some of the others.
But in this harlot, the "bad" stuff oozes all the way down to the unbaptized children. Blisters, as Miz Sylvie would say, some of them.
Glad you hung on to your integrity. Unfortunately, most JWs don't even know what that is... although they preach it to the high heavens. If they did... they would all of them walk out. Every last one of them. They would have to.
Again, peace to you!
A slave of Christ,
SA