2 Corinthians 13: 5a - 5 Examine yourselves to see whether you are in the faith; test yourselves.
This verse just comes at me like a locomotive.
To examine something is to truly use my mental capacities and to look at something objectively.
How do I accomplish this, even now?
I was raised in an organization that controlled my information and used fear of rejection as well as my need for approval to "inculcate" the "truth" into me.
By that right, I (and all born-ins) DO NOT have the ability to examine our faith (as a JW).
There will always be an artificial pull either for or against the Society (whether we are aware of it or not).
Free will has been comprimised; therefore our "faith to our creator" has been tainted and CANNOT be judged as worthy OR unworthy.
Of course many of us have regained our ability to discern and look at things objectively.
But I believe that we WILL NEVER be able to truly look at the Watchtower Organization without a slant.
Not to say the conclusions we come to regards to the Organization are not valid (because they are and have been validated). My point is that the Organization has no right to judge and ostracize any born-in for leaving and even for speaking out.
They broke us, and now they are demonizing us for the things we did in that broken state. They continue to demonize us for the things we did to fix ourselves.
They are a sad, ignorant people. I pity them
-Sab