It is pretty interesting to see the mental, emotional and physical impact that people have when realize the teachings of the org are lies. I am not going to name any names or point fingers but I can say I have tremendous empathy for those who are recently aware.
Let me splane,
Now that I know about the lies that I have been taught and subsequently taught people myself, I have become like a lost person. I am constantly angry, cannot sleep at night, am critical and extremely negative. I can hardly live with myself. I don't know how anyone can stand to be around me. I have resorted to drinking heavily in an effort to silence my brain. I take sleeping pills on occasion to allow me to get some rest.
It is a vicious cycle, because the more you self medicate, the more guilt you feel about the methods you use to cope compounded with the increasing realization of your gullible stupidity, and how much of your life you have wasted. Oh yeah, don't forget that you are one of "the happiest people on earth!"
In short, once you find out that everything you have believed, lived for and sacrificed so much for is false, it is torture.
Much love to the others of you in the same place.
SIAM