Dude, I just read the first page, I always enjoyed yout posts, even when they went off on some tangent olr something I didn't agree on fully. We all need friends, don't be so hard on yourself, maybe thicken up that skin a little more, but regardless, I'm here for ya! We all need a listening ear and leaving the WTS is a mental, emotional, spiritual and sometimes physical strain.
Welcome back buddy, I knew you would be returning.
Oh ya, instead of taking shots AT you at your house party, how about we do some shots of your favorite liquor?! Sound alright?